Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Naval Sister 2-5-2019


Naval Sister (2-4-2019)



I never thought I would see the day where I would have a sibling in the armed forces. I never thought I would be traveling hours from my home to see my brother transition into the Navy.

It was eye-opening.



I have some family members and close friends who are or who have served in the Armed Forces and it pales in comparison to having your own brother serving especially a baby brother.

It’s a wake up call for me because now my brother isn’t so little anymore; he’s grown up and I’m prouder than I can say.



From when he played midget football as a smurf to now serving at 23 years old as a Naval Sailor I’ve seen him accomplish so much. It’s impeccable the integrity, maturity, and work ethic he has achieved and posed over the years. Along with those qualities he has a good heart with which he shows his care and devotion to his family and friends. This man is my brother and I am proud.




Immersing my brother with pomp and circumstance is more of an honor than anything else because how could you not boast about all the accomplishments and successes he has completed. Seeing him walk into the drill hall and his division being recognized gave me a sense of pride that I never felt before.

All I thought was that’s my brother.



Kyle Brenden Searfoss





It was a bittersweet moment for me because I was happy he had fulfilled a grueling bootcamp and graduating, but I was sad because I wouldn’t get to see him as often as before.

So, my heart ached, and tears were held back.



In feeling those intense emotions, I gained a new respect for military families. I now know their sacrifices, I now understand the pain and nail-biting anticipation, I now understand the joy of seeing your loved one when they’ve been gone for weeks/months., etc. I now feel the burden of what they bear, and it feels like we are soldiers, too.

I am not serving like he does. I am serving as part of his support system of which is a lifetime responsibility and honor.

I have a Naval Brother and I am his Naval Sister.

Friday, December 7, 2018

Universal Eyes 12-7-2018

Universal Eyes (12-7-2018)

You captured my heart
Encased it in warmth
Melted all harsh ice
Past years it formed.

I cannot stop staring
The freedom is immense
The green-blue aroma
Love forming is intense.

I cannot stop staring
Moon in your eyes
My ever-beating heart
Gets lost in sighs.

I dream of them
The bumps cover me
The butterflies are racing
They stare at me.


In candles they glimmer
So handsome you become
No words describe it
Heart, a fast drum.

I lose my senses
As you admire me
Those glossy green pools
Arouse life inside me.

What did I do?
To deserve this love
Clasped in your arms
A feeling of enough.

To you, I’m forever
A miracle we are
With our happiness galore
Your universal eyes star.

Thursday, October 11, 2018

Those Blue Doors 1-12-2018

Those Blue Doors (1-12-2018)
Those blue doors sparkle
Those blue doors shine
Once in a lifetime
Yes, they are mine.

Those blue doors
Give me a peace
A sense a treasure
This sense of mist.

To me an angel
To you is nothing
Together the blue doors
Give us more something.

That calm stare, ravishing
I felt my heart go
Beating at such pace
No one will know.

Those blue doors opened
Letting silent words speak
Reading thy loving thoughts
Matchable to my heartbeat.



I hear your love
As blue doors blink
Hands on the chest
Myself incapable to think.

Is this love worthy?
Blue doors speak, please
My questions are blank
Not sure I’ll breathe.

Those blue doors
Those blue doors
I beg don’t stop
Stare through my wounds
The beat may stop.


Those blue doors.
Yes, those blue doors

Monday, August 20, 2018

Immensely Safe 8-20-2018


Must be crazy
Unable to think
Of us tangled
With every blink.

Body lights up
Heart sweet sighs
Remembering each touch
Your blue eyes.

Must be crazy
The fever burns
Yearning for more
Your locking turns.

My mind baking
Each second recalled
No words around
Breath feels stalled.

Trapped in madness
I feel locked
Trapped in relief
Thoughts never stopped.

Flowing like rapids
Enraging warm fire
Constant concrete smiles
Feeling love’s desire.

Eternal sleep felt
Your heart’s beating
Immensely safe now
All terrors fleeting.

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Simple Nectar 7-21-2018

Simple Nectar 7-21-2018
 
Simple nectar wavering
Basking with breeze
One whiff conquers
My nasal sneeze.
 
Smelling love’s flower
Melting with beats
Hearing chilly blows
Stalling weak knees.
 
Wrestling with nature
Like thunder gods
Entranced by spells
With aroma nods.
 
Mentality loses power
Pupils lose sight
Drums block sound
Fire fearing ice.
 
No longer human
Fear escapes me
Simple nectar arouses
My true me.


Friday, May 11, 2018

Salty Northeast

Salty Northeast (5-11-2018)
Smell of Jasmine
Fully encompasses me
Increasing in scent
Hint of Sesame.

Calming and tranquil
Rough and ready
Curls with swirls
Slow and steady.

Hint of salt
Seeps the grass
Drowns the air
In seashore masks.

I hear nothing
My sight transparent
Focused on silence
My smile apparent.



Lost in elsewhere
Daily cares gone
A second’s vacation
It’s amazingly fond.

Drift down, no
Keep me flying
Unleash this happiness
My heart enlightening.

Hint of salt
Façade ocean fair
Captured my soul
In northeastern air.

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

A Poetic Evening

A Warm Mist (2-26-2018)
A warm mist
Shadows my mind
Soft as love
Brisk like wine.

The silence unfurls
The breezes speak
The doors open
The shoes squeak.

Calm is the air
Awake is the sun
The moon, the mother
The only halo one.

My peace surrounds me
My mind draws blurs
I signal with eyes
That peace I’m served.

The spring step softened
As the night becomes clear
The stars now glimmering
Their galaxy- crossed year.

 Please tell me again
Welcome me the mist
Please show me again
That moment of bliss.