Family Importance

I have learned that when you become a parent your child becomes your world. It is horrible to think that any parent could overlook how precious his/ or her child is just to pretend that they don't exist. Since my daughter was born February 23rd, 2016 her and her daddy have been the joys of my life and each day I thank God for bringing them to me and making each day a blessing. I can't put into too many words how much I love them but I can use few words to make a simple impact.

My daughter, Elayne Rose Hagadorn, is an incredible blessing. She came out of nowhere and now I can't imagine my life without her. Her daddy feels the same way. He adores our daughter and he works hard every single day to spoil his little princess. Her family adores her and wants to hold her every time they see her. It's some times hard to see her held by another because you want to yourself. It's a jealousy streak we parents have because our child is so precious.

The way she coos is calming and the way she smiles is daunting. The way she says 'da da' is funny and the way she says 'ma ma' is cozy. I know I sound like a mom who is head over heals in love with her baby girl but believe me once you see her you will too! Now as I said I can't constantly repeat the same phrases over and over again because it doesn't get straight to the point and it only gives an overview of how much I love my daughter, her daddy, and his family.


Lover's Grace (11-22-2016)

My heart blossoms openly
as our eyes meet
I cannot bear distance
from our lover's feat.

Fear grips my soul
of losing it all
not just the memories
but future's warm call.

My love remains true
my passion is steadfast
Faithful in our love
hoping it to last.

We've experienced the bad
grown in the good.
Raptured in each moment
as true couples should.

With our little bear
I made a promise
that I shall keep
no exceptions to this.

"One father she'll have
a warm, faithful mother
For all infinite time
not one, no other."

The strength within me
holds long and true
this love is timeless
and so are you.

Your family guides me
valued advice educates me
I've swallowed all pride
grateful for helping me.

I hope we grow
basking in our smiles
Living for our baby
through all the trials.

Like my promise before
the stars you are
has captured my star
and stolen my heart.

Forever and ever more my little family with be the star-crossed loves of my life and they are worth every sacrifice and every trial I have to experience to make sure they are given the best future. It is not easy being a parent and having a family because it is the key time in life where you need and have to put your family before yourself to get further and makes dreams bigger. I know I sound like a preacher that's giving advice to the choir but once you have a family of your own you will understand sacrifice and understand responsibility. When I first found out I was having a baby girl I cried and I felt I wasn't ready but now that she is here and gloating in her good health and I now want her to thrive and have an incredible life. With her and her daddy there I feel I can do anything because they keep driven to fight more, to push more, and to dream more. Once you have a family your set. Remember family is forever.

A Sin Amongst Humanity

Through the darkness tears fall of the little angels whose hearts have been broken. Not by the typical tragedy stories but their own peers and loved ones. What is the sin, you ask? Well my friends and colleagues that sin is bullying. Bullying is a crime that strips the innocent of confidence and self-worth and replaces it with destruction, confusion, rage, rebuttal, and sadness. A trait that some bullies thrive on and never notice until karma whips them back. I've known bullying all my life. I've experienced it first-hand and was given an insight as to how cruel the world can be to those who cannot fight back. Til 2011 I've been afraid. From then I grew up. I've changed.  Now it's over.

Throughout my childhood I lived a typical normal life. I had parents and a little brother whom I loved with all my heart. I was active in extracurricular activities and I excelled in my academics. Though from the surface all seemed to be fine and it seemed as if I was destined for a bright future regardless of where it led me. But to some it would of been a tragedy if I succeeded in my goals. I treated everyone with respect and I played like every child would but then it came. The names. The names. The torture of being called names.

I was a horse to some people
and a jackass to others.
I was a girl who had no friends
in a world full of troubles.

I tried to change my look
and even what I wore.
To stand in the crowd.
Just for someone to adore.

When I suffered they cheered.
When I cried they cheered.
I'd look away for one moment
and they'd sneer, sneer, and sneer.

I hid away broken
eating all I could
To break their cruelty
plan the death I should.

I hated the world
I had no will living
These jerks so cruel
Are they happy with sinning?

Sometimes I can't forgive
The remarks are stained
In my brain and my mind
To them I'm just the same.

As I grew I matured
Into a woman smart and bold
those who doubted me
Some lies you told.

Looking back I smile
I crack one each time
for I have a good heart
I'm stronger and refined.

Here I present my struggles during my years of bullying and how I grew over the years. I matured into a woman who is now thriving in her youth, her family, and her career path. I'm the living proof that even though you are bullied and doubted by some you can still become successful and live a tremendous life. Forget what others say. Stand for what you believe in and together we can subdue this sin amongst humanity.

Save the Animals for Our Children

Animals are people so I've been told so why do some humans not understand this logic. It's as if the human race doesn't understand that animals have feelings and that they are living beings who should be treated with respect. It is a horrific reality to see majestic animals that I have grown up with such as elephants, rhinos, and even snow leopards disappear before my very eyes. I say that we as a society should take a stand and end animal cruelty and poaching before it decimates our children's chance to bask in their majestic existence and the simple goodness that animals bring to the earth.

According to DoSomething.Org, "At the beginning of the 20th century there were a few million African elephants and approximately 100,000 Asian elephants. Today elephants are now considered endangered, there are about 450,000-700,000 African elephants and 35,000-40,000 Asian elephants." (DoSomething 11 Facts) From this statistic alone, we can see how poaching and hunting animals has gotten out of control. When I was growing up, I idolized animals and felt they were very kind and a very devoted species to their families. I saw pictures of the mothers with their babies and I always hoped one day I would be able to see them up close and capture the reality of their size. My parents told me I saw them as a kid when I was very young but I don't remember anything of elephants or animals really until I went to Disney World in the year 2000. I went down to Disney World in the year 2000 and that's when I actually remember getting to see these majestic beauties up close. On the ride Kilimanjaro Safaris, the tour guide let the guests know that elephants are very endangered along with the black rhinos, lions, and hippos.  As a kid, I didn't really know much about poaching or saving animals but when I got older my whole outlook changed.

Animals are living beings that give the younger generation something to learn about and something to spark their creativity. It gives the adults a chance to revisit their childhood and spark memories for their children. Since animals have feelings and have families of their own, how are they not people?
Yes, I do understand that they have fur on most of their bodies and that they don't talk in a language that we humans can understand but that is no excuse to poach them and treat them as if they don't suffer. I mean if anyone hurt my child who is so precious to me I would defend her and make sure who ever tried to inflict pain on her would get punishment and sent to jail. I would make sure she knows what love is and that she will always be loved no matter what she chooses in her life. Animals should be the same way. They know pain and they know what it is like to fight to survive in the wild.

In conclusion, if society doesn't stop poaching or destroying an animal's habitat then children and citizens in the future may never be able to hear a lion's roar or see an elephant in it's wild habitat. It's a tragic shame that I must post such a direct message of animal cruelty to you all but we must save the animals for our children. Save the opportunity for them to experience the magic of wildlife and to love animals in the process. So I will say clearly and passionately, Animals are people too! Stop Poaching!!!!!

https://www.dosomething.org/us/facts/11-facts-about-poaching-animals

Writing promotes philosophy? Writing is philosophy!

Writers are the best philosophers because they have a vast vocabulary and they have a broad knowledge of multiple subjects instead of narrowing on a particular. They have a very peculiar outlook on life and no matter what the situation or subject is they DO UNDERSTAND but they see it in a way that others do not. Sometimes I feel like I'm smarter than the average bear if they don't see it through my eyes. This is the opinion of a writer. Myself.

I consider those who reach beyond their expertise and reach beyond their limits on parchment are indeed philosophers. I just happen to be one of them. I take on the world like any other woman and like any person, who has just graduated college, I'm trying to make a name for herself in the world. But I have already made a name for myself. Not on a trophy or an award per say but on this piece of electronic parchment and the other pieces of parchment I have written on, published, or in case typed.

My name, a person's name, or even a fictional being can be made without any significant events. I sign my name on papers and applications all the time and every time I can tell it is not the same 

as the signature before. A good analogy to this is that my writing or focus of writing is always different. I could write a thriller story about a mysterious murder and then other times just rant on like a lunatic whose had too much booze to swallow. But I guess that is how you stand out from others in society. You have to be that lunatic. I am that lunatic. Never in a million years would I say that I am a lunatic but when it comes to writing passionately about things that no one else understands I might as well have a mental illness.

Now don't think that just because I said I am a lunatic that I am one or that any writer is psycho crazy. We each have our viewpoints and we want to grasp an audience that shares our viewpoints and will hopefully share them with the world. Most people think we have irrational minds or that we don't read the lines. Actually we do read the lines but we sometimes sneak in some statements that come from between the lines too so that the person we are talking to or the topic we are discussing has a joint standard. The joint standard simply means that the argument or declaration we are making has more than one attitude and it becomes the reader's decision on where it leads. Though not all writers provide the opportunity of joint standard to peek out in their writings we are open to other's opinions and we accept their feedback as their own philosophies. Capital idea to respect another's writing, isn't it?

For my writing personally I accept compliments and criticism no matter how angelic or vulgar. I respect all opinions from all walks of life and it never seizes to amaze me the multiple viewpoints society has. Though I may not agree with all of them and I cannot clearly see the vison I do try and get a grasp on them and get a better explanation or thought process. By keeping the open mind, I do become inspired by the multiple comments and the multiple possibilities around me to think outside the box. As I've said throughout college and as I'm saying now writers are philosophers and being a writer you have to accept that there is no finish line. If you set a finish line you won't get much of anywhere. If no line is drawn then the universe is yours.

Reliving Colonial America?

After countless hours of researching, watching documentaries, and gathering multiple comments and feedback from social media I've come to the conclusion or analogy that we are somewhat reliving history.

Since this election started, accusations and distrust have plagued America and its citizens. it reminds me of when I learned about the Salem Witch Trials of 1693 when Puritan citizens would accuse each other of witchcraft and consulting with the devil or in America's case immoral views (witchcraft) and political advisors (demons/ "The Devil"). The Salem Witch Trials teared through colonial America and consumed the lives of almost 50 people; this did not include the lives taken during the 300 years of witch trials in Europe.

Since the election race has begun Americans have chosen sides and accused each other of immoral crimes of which I shall not disclose and disseminating the goals that each candidate has to improve the "land of the dream". It's like a tug of war. It's like we've traveled back to the time of suspicion and treason and dug ourselves a hole that we may never get out of.

I don't know why this election isn't like the rest. Maybe it's because I do not favor either candidate but as an Independent and an independent thinker I favor my moral beliefs and causes more and I stand by what I believe in without choosing a side. Maybe it's because I have more fear in this election than any other because I fear that either way the river runs we will lead our country towards destruction or another civil war. I do not know the future or what it entails. All I know is that we may be reliving a dark time in American history.

Do we truly have freedom?

Do we really have the same rights as we did over 200 years ago? Do we have the same freedom we did 10 years ago? Do we even have the same of both that we did even a year ago? That's an argument that even my knowledge can't answer. And I'm not sure I'd be able to give a solid answer.

To understand this posting, we'd have to go back to when the Sandy Hook tragedy happened and the aftermath argument that got Americans questioning whether it is safe to own or sell guns. I think it is understandable why that matter raised its head but I still think that we as a society need to know that it's not the guns that cause the problem but the person who handles it. But to read more about my opinion of this matter please read the newest issue of the odyssey online

The British Monarchy: Who Is to Rule?

So while searching for my photography notebook, I came across a relatively new issue of People magazine and it stated that Charles was going to renounce his title of King of England and that William and Kate were going to take over when Queen Elizabeth II steps down or passes away. I read the article with immense interest and it seemed plausible because considering the age of the Queen of England and that Prince Charles is in his mid-sixties; it seems rational that the modern generation would take over. But, then you have to think about the traditions that the monarchy upholds. Each sovereign that enters the role of King or Queen must make a vow to serve its subjects for life and turn in their reins for a normal life. That particular issue gave me chills because Charles has prepared his entire life beginning at birth to rule over the country of England and its 16 commonwealths which boasts a staggering population of over 140 million people. That's quite a responsibility!!!! Not only to mention that they have to maintain alliances with multiple countries around the world, including the United States.

But, some subjects speculate that Charles is not ready or even capable to run the British establishment and this is partially due to the fact that his marriage to Diana, Princess of Wales, broke down and that he admitted to convoluting with Camilla Parker-Bowles during the years they were married. I don't think his relationships have anything to do with running a country and nor should it be considered as a requirement or standard for a royal personnel. Even though, I personally believe that Charles and Diana should have stayed together for the sake of the monarchy and then possibly she would still be alive today. But truthfully who knows? I also personally think that Charles having the illicit affair with Camilla during his marriage to Diana was unacceptable because it shows that cheating is acceptable. The royal family, however, seemed to find it acceptable considering previous royalty have taken mistresses/ lovers in the past and also, it seemed to be the only sure fire way to keep their marriage intact. But, it also seemed to give both the Prince and Princess a great deal of sympathy towards their tumultuous marriage which was slowly deteriorating into madness and was exaggerated immensely by the press editors.

But, simply my argument or point for that matter is that there is no clear evidence that Charles is going to step down from taking the throne when the Queen leaves her post. it seems plausible but more evidence needs to be extracted and perhaps a one-on-one interview with the Prince of Wales himself would be helpful, too. To elaborate my argument even further I have attached an article from BBC News so you can make your own judgment calls on who is to rule the country and be heir to the throne.

http://www.bbcamerica.com/anglophenia/2011/04/could-prince-william-become-king-instead-of-prince-charles/